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You Want a Physicist to Speak at Your Funeral

Harper Memorial Library - U of C

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Javi, Ji-Ho


5 August, 2022


Javi is doing nice things for nice reasons and Ji-Ho is just being too curious for his own good.


It's still summertime, and while there are always going to be //some// students hanging around a university campus library, it's a little quieter today than it will be in a couple of weeks. Still various things happening, like early department meetings or summer semester students cramming for a final, but relatively quiet.

Someone who //is// here, though, is Javi. He does not look out of place, with the ostensibly-careless-yet-very-specific thrift store vibe he has going on, and especially not while he's going through the stacks, looking at books. That is what one does in a library, right?

It's only if one were to look a little closer that they might pick up something a little bit weird about how he's doing it. He takes a book off the shelf, flips through it far too fast to read anything. Puts it back. Takes another book that's right next to it. Flips through it. Puts it back. And repeat.


Ji-Ho goes by like twice as part of a laborer crew doing things like Move Big Heavy Things Around while it's slow. There are boxes! They are full of things! They might be books or they might be body parts. Who knows? They are taped shut, delivered into closed rooms, and all mysteries about their contents will go unanswered.

The _third_ time that he goes by, slipping a handful of folded bills into his pocket, Ji-Ho pauses. He watches.

...he eels closer, slipping on soft steps. Habit.

+----------------------------+ Ji-Ho rolls 5 Dice +----------------------------+

 Roll: Stealth
 Result: Success (1) -- (3 10 1 5 7 3)

+-------------------------------------------------------- success (public) ----+

+----------------------------+ Javi rolls 8 Dice +-----------------------------+

 Roll: Perception +2
 Result: Success (1) -- (6 7 1 3 1 3 4 8)

+-------------------------------------------------------- success (public) ----+

Pick a book, flip through it, put it back. Maybe this is some sort of strange meditation thing? There are a million apps nowadays, there's probably one that says something about flipping through books to center yourself and focus on the present. Possibly coupled with the smell of pages being healing or opening chakras. Who knows. Javi can't be looking for a specific book in particular, because he doesn't even seem to be reading the spines. He's literally just going down the line, one by one.

He doesn't notice Ji-Ho at first. He hasn't paid much attention to the movers, but it's probably the sort of thing that happens regularly at the library. He's too focused on whatever it is he's doing. So, the other man is able to get pretty much as close as he wants to -- or, alternatively, watch him for at least several seconds at the distance he chooses. But //eventually//, a little shiver runs through him and he straightens up quickly, then turns around in a sharp half-circle to look right at him. For a second, he looks ready to do...well, something. Get mad? Ditch the book and run? Surely not. What could go wrong in a library in the middle of the day? But it's quick, because he recognizes Ji-Ho almost immediately. "Oh, hey." It takes him one more second to come up with the name to match the face, but he does eventually. "Ji-Ho, yeah? 'Sup?"


"But why the book thing?" Ji-Ho asks in immediate and frank curiosity. Despite the suddenness of his appearance, his manner is laid-back, nonchalant, as though he just HAPPENED to be here, just HAPPENED to be standing behind Javi, just HAPPENED to be LURKING and WATCHING HIM.


Yes, it's a little creepy. But maybe Javi is used to creepy thing? Well, he's alive and living in Chicago, so it could be. So, beyond that brief moment of slightly unpleasant surprise, he seems to take it in stride. "What, you don't like books?" he asks, tilting his head toward the shelf. However, it sounds like he's joking -- he has not forgotten their conversation about being good (or not) at studying. It's accompanied by a bright, open grin, and a moment later he shrugs. "Looking for something," he explains. Kind of. "Think it's in here somewhere." One more moment of consideration for the other man, before he adds, "You wanna help me out?"


"Definitely. I'm pretty good at finding things." Ji-Ho slides a glance past Javi and to the books with a furrow of his brow as he considers the approach. "Are you expecting something to be between the pages? What if--." He pauses, catching the edge of his question against the nip of his teeth at the corner of his mouth. Something rueful lights through his features and simmers back down into a more thoughtful look. He returns his gaze to Javi, expectant. Storytime.


"Uh huh, yep." Javi nods at the acceptance, as if it was what he's expected. From this person he's met once, for all of five minutes. Maybe that was enough to make some assumptions. He grabs the next book off the shelf, flips through the pages, and then for good measure, turns the book page side down and gives it a good shake. Nothing falls out, though, and so he puts it back. Is he just going to leave it at that and let Ji-Ho figure it out for himself? Well, no.

"It's a letter," he clarifies as he grabs the next one. "Says 'Beth' on the envelope." It's //something//, but the feeling he's giving off while looking for it isn't particularly harried, or //extra//-focused, like it might be if it was actually a letter he'd written. He's methodical, but not concerned.


"Who wants it? How do you know what section it is in but not what book it is in?" Ji-Ho walks his fingers down the books to start on the row beneath Javi so that they aren't reaching for the same book at the same time. He's just thoughtful like that. He follows Javi's example: thumbing through the pages, giving it a shake, moving on. His manner is absolutely questioning, verging on nosy, but then who _wouldn't_ demand the details of the weird chore they have agreed to help out with. He doesn't seem interested in what the books are at all. He does not look at the spines, much less the contents, but boy is he invested in this letter.


"Uh..." Javi is surely pleased that Ji-Ho's search method is so harmonious with his own -- no doubling back -- but the questions give him a moment's pause. For some reason.

"So here's the thing," he says after a few seconds' thought. Definitely longer than it should take someone to answer those very easy questions. "Sometimes people ask me to help 'em out with shit, you know? Guess I got one of those faces." He turns toward Ji-Ho with another wide, open grin, which suits him very well and also has the effect of making him look like someone potentially very helpful. "But not all of 'em are, like...all there." He gestures to the side of his head with the book currently in his hand, wiggling it a little bit. //You// know what he means, Ji-Ho, surely. "So this dude knew kinda where it was, but he didn't remember the exact book. Just the section." Theoretical Physics, apparently. "So yeah. Gotta just check 'em all. We'll get it eventually." But not right now, because it's not this one, either. "You a student here or something?"


"Oh, no." For a long, long moment, it seems like Jin-Ho is just going to leave his answer at that. No, he is not a student. MOVING ON. "There must be a faster way to do this." He starts DOUBLE-FISTING the books and shaking them more vigorously in a manner that would make a book-lover sweat or a librarian frown. The pages flappa-flappa wobble more audibly, and his fingers fan the pages ridiculously fast. "You don't have to help people just to help them. Is there something else you should be doing? Did you make some kind of deal with them? Sign a contract?"


"Oh, gotcha." Javi nods again at the reply, then looks over his shoulder at the other man with raised eyebrows. Idle curiosity, not anything particularly pointed. The guy's helping him out, and they're in this space for as long as it takes for them to find it, so asking questions makes sense. "What do you do, then?"

However, he's distracted by the end, and a laugh escapes him. "Well, yeah," he concedes, "I don't //have// to. But I like helping people out. Don't have a whole lot else going on today, I was gonna go to the library anyway. Just, like, a detour." This time, the glance he casts over his shoulder at Ji-Ho is a little more pointed, maybe in response to that talk about contracts, and deals. "It ain't like that. Just a nice thing to do, that's it."

Unfortunately, Ji-Ho's book is not the one yet. But maybe soon!


"You know, in other countries the question is 'Where are you from?' when making small talk, because it's the more common signifier of social class," Jin-Ho says, _entirely unhelpfully_, as he wiggle-waggles two books at a time. His thumb cards through with remarkable dexterity. He's gonna find it!! "Here, we tend to ask 'what do you do'." He drops down to the next shelf, butt dropping low over flat heels. "_You_ do nice things. I hope you do nice things for the right people," he says, half-distracted and altogether more curious about the letter-related contents of the books. Nothing on the pages, of course. It is so over his head. "I just do things. In exchange for money, goods, or favors." Then he pauses, two books in hand, and he considers his current actions.

Very reluctantly, as if parting with a secret, Ji-Ho admits: "Or out of curiosity."


"Yeah? Huh." Well, Javi does not seem particularly well-traveled. He's interested, though -- maybe partly because now Ji-Ho is specifically //not// answering his question. He grabs another book while he's watching the other man, and he only spares it the briefest glance as he shakes it up and down to see whether anything falls out. Yes, the contents of any of these is well over his head, too.

He nods slowly when he finally gets the answer. The first part, anyway. But it's that last secret offering that pleases him the most. His eyebrows raise, and a moment later the smile on his face gets, if possible, even wider. It's like it suddenly can't be confined just to his face, spreading outward to light up his entire affect. "See?" he replies, gesturing toward the other man with the book in his hand. "You get it."

And almost as if on cue, one of those books in Ji-Ho's hands pays off, dropping a small-ish envelope onto the floor. 'Beth' is written on the front in a neat hand, and it's not sealed, just tucked into the back. Practically //begging// to be opened.

Ji-Ho pauses mid-waggle as the smile lights across Javi's features. His eyes narrow: just a little, just a bit. He watches the way the smile transforms Javi's features as though he is watching someone pulling a mask, and suddenly wary of what might follow. WATCH OUT. HE'S SMILING.

As the letter falls, Ji-Ho immediately opens it. Was there ever any doubt? He slides the books back onto the shelf, picks up the letter, and then begins to open it right in front of Javi's nose with a sense of relief. At last: being nosy. That's so much easier to deal with.


As it turns out, nothing follows that smile except...more smiling! That may or may not be comforting. But he doesn't turn into anything, or show fangs, or growl, or any number of other things that might be horrible. Just smiling, bright and guileless and very, very human.

He doesn't try to grab for the letter, either; maybe he accepts the other man satisfying his curiosity as payment for services rendered.

Inside the envelope, Ji-Ho will find a card, not a folded one but just a single thick piece of paper. One side is printed with a couple of paragraphs, entitled 'You Want a Physicist to Speak at Your Funeral' and attributed to Aaron Freeman. There's a handwritten message on the back, though, in that same neat hand from the front of the envelope.

//I love you.// //-Harry//

"Anything good?" Javi asks after giving Ji-Ho a chance to read it. Hey, he's curious, too.


"_Ah_," says Ji-Ho, as he takes his time reading the words. He reads slowly: thoughtfully, perhaps, or simply just not a speed-reader. His lips move but he does not sound the syllables, even if he shapes them. His nostrils flare just slightly, as if scenting something in the wistful grief that's layered over the words.

Ji-Ho hands the letter to Javi. "The person who asked you to find this: do they go by Harry?" he asks, watching with an unusually sharp attention.


Javi doesn't rush him. He waits, though he shifts a little bit from foot to foot as he does it, tapping fingers absently against his thigh. He doesn't really look impatient, though -- more like he may not be able to keep perfectly still for very long.

He refocuses his attention once the letter is passed back to him, taking it and flipping it over to look at the back first. His smile softens as he reads it, and he nods once before his gaze lifts to Ji-Ho again, just in time for the question. It has him studying the other man right back, his head tilting to one side as he weighs some decision or other. But eventually, the smile tilts a little crookedly to one side, and he spreads his hands out wide to the sides with a shrug. "Yep," he confirms. "That's him. Now I just gotta go deliver it." He slips the card back into the envelope, tapping the name on the front to indicate who. Beth, not Harry. "No hurry, though. Appreciate the help, man. You want a coffee or something? My treat." Just in case they're not quite square. Javi won't leave a potential debt undischarged.


Ji-Ho gives a long and thoughtful blink. His eyes track to the side: this side of the stacks, that side of the stacks. He is fairly obviously looking for something, but it's not quite clear what, and his gaze returns to Javi with a laid-back settle of his weight on his heels. Casual. "No, I better get going. I got a thing I gotta get to." He is lying, but he lies _pretty good_. "Next time, maybe." He fishes a black facemask out from his back pocket, because public transit is disgusting, obviously, no other reason. And definitely not because he plans on sneaking after Javi to follow him to Beth. That would be weird.


There's nothing obvious here for Ji-Ho to see, besides more books about physics and various things one might see in a library. Of course, if //that's// what he's looking for, maybe he finds it! Otherwise, no. Javi, meanwhile, is squinting at the other man at that reply with some more of that focused attention that is at odds with the barely-contained and somewhat disorganized energy he's seemed to radiate the rest of the time. Does he buy the lie? Maybe not. But if he doesn't, he doesn't call the man out on it. He just nods, and slips the note into the pocket of his slightly too-big jacket with a shrug.

"Cool," he says, "no worries. See you around, yeah? Take care. Thanks again." He smiles, lifting his hand in a brief wave of farewell before he turns, starting out of the stacks and toward the exit.


Ji-Ho waits a beat and then follows, unhurried. There's only so many exits. It's not weird. He even politely waits to give Javi the space so that it's not an awkward five minutes of 'welp, see you!' followed by the silence as they then walk in the same direction, side-by-side, awkwardly waiting for the other person to turn. That would truly be suffering.

It's in the dim-lit shadows of the antechamber that leads out into the brighter daylight that Ji-Ho turns away, or -- maybe? Turns away?

+---------------------------+ Ji-Ho rolls 10 Dice +----------------------------+

 Roll: Dexterity +Stealth.Camouflage +1
 Result: Success (4) -- (2 4 1 5 3 8 9 1 8 8)

+-------------------------------------------------------- success (public) ----+

+----------------------------+ Javi rolls 6 Dice +-----------------------------+

 Roll: Wits +Composure
 Result: Success (2) -- (9 9 3 5 3 3)

+-------------------------------------------------------- success (public) ----+

Javi may appreciate that they aren't going to have a weird pseudo-together walk to go outside -- of course, maybe he would have just made conversation! He does seem perfectly willing to do that, even if he was a little evasive about certain questions. However, now he doesn't need to, so that's fine, too.

He heads out of the library, stepping out of the way of the door and fishing in the pocket opposite the letter until he pulls out a little slip of paper and looks down at it. Maybe it's an address, because after he reads it he turns left, heading away from the building and toward off campus.

If Ji-Ho is planning on following him the whole way, he'll get in a rather pleasant one. Javi continues along, hands in his pockets, mostly looking ahead of him but sometimes off to the empty air on one side. He also seems to be talking to someone at certain points; and if the other man is close enough, he may catch little snippets of it. Though it's in Spanish, so he may or may not understand it. "...probably, yeah. ... I don't know, man, how'm I supposed to figure that out? ... Right, yeah, okay. Let me just do that next time." Like that. But he does it relatively quietly, probably so as not to attract too much attention. He's probably not the only person who talks to himself in Chicago, but if that's what he's doing, at least he's with it enough to realize that it's weird to walk down the street doing it indiscriminately.


It is just _too bad_ that Javi can't see the way that Ji-Ho perks up: head up, eyes bright, curiosity caught by the way Javi talks to himself. It's not immediate, of course: there's a certain amount of carefully staring at Javis' ears looking for airpods before he decides it's not a phone call. Finally, with visible / invisible delight, he determines:

Javi's a weirdo.

Ji-Ho trots after Javi with a bit more interest at that point, sticking closer to see what weird trick he will do next.


Yes, Javi's definitely a weirdo. Here and there, he does wave or nod to someone who actually seems to be present, so he may at least not be a //complete// weirdo (or at least one who has managed to fit in enough to know people in some positive capacity), but that whole other situation is quite odd.

It's about a fifteen or twenty minute walk, but eventually Javi starts looking more carefully at the buildings, probably for a number. It doesn't take him long to find one, and so he heads up the stairs, looking at the names on the buzzers to ring one before he steps back to wait. The building he's picked is a pretty classic brownstone, maybe not quite as nice as some of the most expensive units in the city, but nice. Upper-middle class, for sure.

Eventually, the front door opens, and a woman steps out. She looks to be potentially in her middle fifties, dressed neatly, and really quite beautiful. Judging from her expression, she definitely does not know Javi, and the curiosity shifts to vague suspicion at whatever it is he says to her. But he does have a very friendly face, and he does not look particularly threatening, and so when he hands her the letter, she only hesitates for a few seconds before she takes it, and opens it to read it. Even from a distance too far to hear what's said, the way her expression shifts is obvious to someone who's observing it. She looks like she's sucking in a sharp break, and her empty hand lifts to her mouth as her eyes widen. She flips the card over to read the back, and that's when she seems to be overcome. Her head lifts to the messenger, who's actually not looking at her anymore, but in a way that might be giving her privacy while she feels those emotions that will come with a letter like that when it was written for her. She then leans forward impulsively to hug him, and while his posture may give away that he's not quite comfortable with it, he accepts it without jerking away. He lets it go on a couple of seconds, even giving her a slightly awkward pat on the back at the end, before he pulls back and says something else. Probably 'you're welcome,' or at least, 'good bye,' because he doesn't stick around any longer than that, turning to start down the stairs again and sliding his hands back into his pockets.


It's warm enough that Ji-Ho might be rethinking his life choices: particularly those that involve a dark mask on a warm and sticky day. He huffs, and he puffs, and he pushes his hair back from his face. He gives Javi an aggrieved look which he will never see, as if he is doing this all _on purpose_. He slides in as doors close: the little darkening shadow that comes as the light's occluded by the shut door. He's close enough on Javi's heels that he has to hop-skip back a few paces as he comes to the door and it opens, and he does his best to be unobtrusive.

But he lingers.

It's too complex a blend to be so simply labeled as sadness, but her emotions are rich, _intoxicating_, and this is it. This is why he followed like a creeper. Ji-Ho draws upon the moment, draws in the moment, and he's probably at least a little distracted from his business of looking very sneaky as he does so.


The woman lingers, too, standing on the stoop immersed in her letter from beyond -- because that's surely what this it. Her reaction can't be anything but a response to a message from some departed soul that is deeply missed. She does watch Javi for a second or two as he heads down the stairs, but since he didn't ask for anything, or try and sell her something, or any number of other things that might have turned her shock into more suspicion, she seems to take the delivery as real. Maybe only because she wants to believe, but she does. Ji-Ho will get plenty of those complicated emotions before she turns to go inside again.

However. Now that Javi is no longer intent on his mission, he's looking around again as he makes his way back down the street. Those quick, sharp movements of his head are back, and his eyes sweep back and forth, watchful for potential danger. He doesn't seem to think it's //imminent//; it's just a habit. But between that, and Ji-Ho's slight slip in the wake of the meal he just had, he catches sight of the other man again.

"What the fuck?" Now it's //his// turn for suspicion, and he takes several quicker steps over toward him before he loses sight of him again somehow. "You seriously just follow me all the way over here?"


Ji-Ho twitches in obvious surprise. C A U G H T. He side-step slithers in a sideways dance of feet not unlike some sort of startled animal: feline, maybe, or ophidian, or maybe the place where they meet like some sort of startled kitten-snake. "Shhh!" he hushes Javi, you know, like a weirdo. He palms his face to see if the mask is still there, and it is, but he is _right here_ and Javi _sees him_ and he just palms his whole face to hide behind his hand. "You, uh, dropped something. I just caught up with you."


"Bullshit." Javi's back is up now, and so he's not even going to pretend to buy it. "You literally just spent like twenty minutes tailing me over here." He will also not be shushed, apparently. He's not //yelling//, but he's talking plenty loud enough for people passing to hear him. "What the fuck, man? You know that's fucking creepy, right?" He's not a big man -- extremely average height, actually, and wiry, not bulky. Non-threatening, usually. But he seems to have no problem confronting this right now.


It's fight or flight, and Ji-Ho's eyes are wide and dark.

He picks: flight.

"Sorry I had a really good reason gonna have to tell you later I'm already late here you dropped this," says Ji-Ho in a blur of sound as he basically throws a handful of dollar bills at Javi -- POCKET CASH -- and books it.


"Yo!" For a second Javi seems to be considering going after him -- but by the time he's made the decision to do it, Ji-Ho is halfway down the block. "HEY!" He'll stick to yelling today, it seems. Not that it does any good. He's left standing in the middle of the sidewalk looking like he has absolutely zero idea what to make of what's just happened.

Eventually, all he can do is pick up all the money before he goes back home. He earned that much.